Akhir-akhir ini entah kenapa somehow I feel lonely. It's like.....people who used to be around me are leaving......n left me alone. Sedih amat ya? Ya idup gue emang menyedihkan keknya . I always there for them , I care for them, I try my best for everyone in order to make them happy....it's okay if they always making fun of me or joking on me as long as it makes them happy but yes they're never seem to do the same thing for me.
Loneliness.....shiz I'm so fed up with this condition. Udah gak ada semangat hidup, apalagi penyemangat hidup. I seek for reasons why I shud stay alive and I found nothing. Rasanya kl gue idup gak ada yg peduli, kl mati apalagi. Hopeless banget, nas? Entahlah, mungkin ini bagian dari fase menuju maturity (gak ada hubungannya sih)