It's hard for myself to make a decision, even the easiest thing like deciding what shoe I shud wear first; right or left?. I always think I'd pick the wrong decision. For short, I'm not a risk-taker. I play safe.
I'm the one who want everything got well-planned&perfect, very well without any failures. Even people said "Failure makes you stronger, and failure makes you who you are", I don't care. I hate failure. I always wish dat my life will goes flawlessly. Haha, stubborn yet very selfish, isn't it?
Yep, that's hampering me....in every situation. And now I just can't decide, shud I go abroad or just stay here? I'm seriously can't....pick......one..of....them.........Like, I frightened of possibility I fail.
Uh-oh, kill me now.