Signs Of Ignorance

"People come to our life for a reason. Either they're a blessing or a lesson"

I meet many people from various background with various characteristic everyday. I made friends with 'em, having fun with 'em, hanging out with 'em. Feeling so grateful to knew them. Nothing can beats the happiness of being surrounded by your friends, ryt?

Among those people whom God sent to me as a blessing, there's one who come with different reason. I might think that he's a blessing from God for the first time I met him.....well, how come I don't think so? He's all I want, he's just exactly what I wishing for. And I thought we could get along well together....
Until I see the point of his presence....it takes a very, very long time to realized that he is not (really) what I thought before. He's.....ignoring me and don't want me to being around him.

I just noticed that he has gave many signs of ignorance. Unfortunately I'm too stubborn to aware. We passed by each other but there's not even a 'Hello' or 'Hi' coming out. We shared a seat but still we didn't had any conversation or even greetings. I approached him and he just go away......
I.....I....try to catch him and he's just....ran out.
Stupid? Yes I am. Too stupid to wasting my time for a person who don't even care when I'm around. Gosh he even indirectly 'warn' me to keep a distance from him. Sad is sad.
Crying? yes ofcorz. (crying isn't an odd thing 4 me if U alrd know me) But only a little I sweaaaar! I cried over my stupidity, not over him. For god's sake I'm NOT crying over him, what for?

So that I realized....God sent him to me not as a blessing yet he's a lesson :) A lesson so that I could learn about not to being too obsessed of something. Not too being stubborn, actually.
But to meet you in my life isn't kind of regret.....it's just kind of a blissful lesson :)

P.S : Well yes I broke the promise. I promised to not to post anything till months later but huuffffff I can't resist it...

Inashya

Aside struggling with her last year of university, she involved in several non-academics activities including non-profit organization, freelance web-editor and french course. She's still travelling, and wishes to travel more

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